Thin thin thin

I don't understand why I don't just eat really healthy all the time and work out. The biggest thing I hate about myself is my body... so why am I doing nothing to change it? I'm such a fool. Tomorrow! And I intend on keeping record of my approximate calorie intake for a week. I will also go to the gym as much as possible. That way, I will be looking amazing before I know it. Just because I'm going to win over the love of my life. I'm gonna! I know I will. Kidding, I have only doubts. But shopping for bathing suits on VictoriasSecret.com makes me really hate my body... so get ready to see me so skinny! Encourage me. Say WHAT!?